Thank you Cass. I sure hope so. And I hope I have enough money to spend there. As of now my student loan should be paid off in either May or June, so I should be able to save a little pocket change during that last month or two.
Every day I do a little better. That's not to say I don't still get choked up when I remember my purse though. When I first got back to my apartment Monday night, I saw my old cell phone charger on my kitchen counter and my heart ached. The box for my old phone is still where I put it by my antique chest in my dining area. I can't even bring myself to look at it.
And yesterday I was craving something different to drink other than juice, tea, milk or water. I remembered I had a packet of cool aid I had gotten at work last week, and tried to remember where I put it. A moment later, it hit me like a ton of bricks- I had put it in my purse. Even these little things are reminding me how much I miss my purse. I seem to be obsessing about it, as I'm thinking about it every few seconds because
something reminded me of it.
It's all just in the healing process, I guess.
Like right now, I don't know if a neighbor ordered or made pizza, but I smell greasy pizza crust, tomato sauce and cheese. I'm so wanting to order in tonight, but I can't until I get a new debit card. Ah well, I don't need those calories anyway. I'll celebrate somehow when I get it, though.
